Anthony Borruso has an MFA in creative writing from Butler University and has been a reader for Booth: A Journal. He suffers from Chiari Malformation and sometimes examines this in his poetry. Currently, he teaches composition at Butler University and Ivy Tech Community College
in Indianapolis. His poems have been published or are forthcoming in The American Journal of Poetry, Mantis, THRUSH, Moon City Review, Whiskey Island, and elsewhere.
Void-Song
I open door after door, greening gold, wavy
wheat stalks, fields of them, lakes of them,
great rivers of doors straining upstream
like salmon, only to spawn die and birth
new doors. I will try all of them.
They say in a fire to feel the knob first,
in the absence of heat you may proceed.
I have never been so cautious:
agape, agate, a grape painted door
in a vine-green wall, I’ll walk the gang- plank
as the sea’s heaves diminuendo, a silver door
swallows me like a simoom—takes me
to crestfallen hills of sand, takes me to a bar
where a lizard king swirls his forked tongue
round a glass of merlot. The doors
will have nothing of this plain, New England
existence, they like parchment and train tracks
their hands want to rearrange my vertebrae
and make a mansard roof of my skull.
I’m in danger of letting go, of giving myself
too completely. I’m praying,
door after door—O after O, beefy bold throats,
take me away, take me back
into your void-song, your whiplash of womb,
room, tomb.